I feel like I am in a constant state of change…a wonderful, beautiful process with lasting eternal consequences. I have gone from this person who wanted nothing to do with religion and have been reborn, almost completely. I see the Atonement taking hold of me, my heart, and my life and transforming it all into […]
Category: Journal Entries
Random journal entries sharing my thoughts on tough times, decisions I have made and just sharing my feelings.
Dream of My Dad- August 8, 2017
It was while fixing my hair this morning that I recalled that I had a dream last night. I remember only one thing about this dream and nothing more. I don’t recall what was going on, who was involved or why; this is all I remember, my dad is ready to have his work done. […]
The Reason for Pain-June 21, 2017
Our pain is a reason for us to believe. It gives us hope for something better, something more. My pain has made me a believer. It was in losing it all that I gained the most. It is where I found my faith. (Matthew 28:18-20 FHE studying-Faith to Reap) In reading about the 2nd principle […]
The Prodigal One – October 27, 2019
Watching Bible videos today and while watching the story of the prodigal son a powerful thought came to my mind…I once was like the prodigal son though what I squandered away is not found in gold or riches but in time and knowledge for I had the one but was lacking in the other. My […]
Feelings
I was reading an old entry of mine tonight from 5 years ago about enjoying someone’s company so much that I wondered if it felt smothering….as I am soaking here in the tub it occurred to me that maybe it was for that person. I feel much the same way now with my eternal companion […]
Gratitude
Have you ever been so overcome with gratitude for the good the bad and the in-between in your life that you could just burst? That is exactly how I’m feeling right now and I owe all the gratitude in my heart to our Heavenly Father for everything that He has truly blessed me with. I […]
Thoughts of Walking Away
It seems strange to me how someone; such as myself could have such faith, deeply & rooted and such knowledge of the truthfulness of the gospel could ever think of just walking away from the church. And yet I have spent a fair amount of time wondering why I really keep at it. My thoughts, […]
Peace
Peace is a wonderful thing and I for once in my life have finally found it and it is all thanks to our Savior and our Heavenly Father. For without them I know this peace would not be mine to have for I would still be in the midst of the struggle wrought with all […]